Oh, this is funny.

o cipher o: 8-)what are you up to
I am NOT pangit: nothing much
o cipher o: want to know why i ask so many questions
o cipher o: because its the onyl way to keep a simple convo going with you
I am NOT pangit: How the hell do you know what? You hardly know me.
I am NOT pangit: To be honest, I HATE conversations like that.
I am NOT pangit: I find them dull.
I am NOT pangit: And meaningless.
o cipher o: questions are what makes people know people better
I am NOT pangit: I mean, you ask me "what's up" like, three times a day
I am NOT pangit: it gets a little irritating after a while
o cipher o: and you respond with nothing everytime
I am NOT pangit: Because I hate being asked that question!
o cipher o: whats meanful to you
o cipher o: and not dul
I am NOT pangit: I don't know
I am NOT pangit: anything but "what's up" questions
I am NOT pangit: or any of that relation
o cipher o: that kind of elemedates about 90 diferent sayings and questions
o cipher o: im sorry if i try and talk to you sometimes
I am NOT pangit: It's just irritating the way you ask the same questions over and over
o cipher o: well im not trying to be irritating
I am NOT pangit: "what's up" has always bothered me before anyways
o cipher o: you never told me that
I am NOT pangit: That's because I was worried that it would just turn out like this
I am NOT pangit: I never say that to anyone
I am NOT pangit: just to be honest, it IS realyl annoying
I am NOT pangit: *really
o cipher o: ok sorry i wont ever say whats up hows it going whats going on how was school how was your day or anything ever again
I am NOT pangit: okay, that's fine with me
I am NOT pangit: I mean, I don't know why you even talk to me in the first place, we hardly have a decent conversation
I am NOT pangit: and it seems like we dont' click, even as friends
o cipher o: allright well ill tell you what
I am NOT pangit: What?
o cipher o: you obviously arent interested in the least bit of ever talking
I am NOT pangit: There you are again.
I am NOT pangit: With your assumptions.
I am NOT pangit: Just because I get annoyed by the questions you ask, doesn't mean i never want to talk.
o cipher o: well look what your saying
o cipher o: I am NOT pangit: I mean, I don't know why you even talk to me in the first place, we hardly have a decent conversation
o cipher o: thats pretty nice
I am NOT pangit: Yeah, that's just with you and me, though
I am NOT pangit: you're saying that I'm like that to everyone
o cipher o: no im not
o cipher o: im saying that about with just me
I am NOT pangit: o cipher o: you obviously arent interested in the least bit of ever talking
o cipher o: yes to me
I am NOT pangit: Oh, okay
I am NOT pangit: well then, I guess that's mostly true
o cipher o: so how would you like me to just never IM you again
I am NOT pangit: Don't take this personal, I'm just the kind of person that has wierd problems of being irritated.
o cipher o: ill take you off my list you can take me off yours if im on it and you can just forget you ever met me
I am NOT pangit: Okay, fine.
I am NOT pangit: Bye.
o cipher o: k if thats what you want
o cipher o: nice knowing you
o cipher o: bye
o cipher o: i tried to be nice but i gues it was a mistake ever IMing you
I am NOT pangit: I guess it was.

I felt nothing when he was saying that. Except, of course, when he was making the assumption that I was emotionless with everyone as I was with him. But honestly folks, the only thing he says is, "What's up?" "How's school" and blah blah blah. When I don't answer, or when I asnwer with "nothing" or "nothing much", he tries to dig out the information by being..... ANNOYING.

I guess my conscience should have made me feel more guilty than I did [although I didn't feel any guilt at all], but I fucking bet you even my conscience was getting annoyed with him, also. Yeah, I was trying to be nice and shit up until he confronted why he kept asking me those questions and crap, so I just went out and said the truth. He asked for it, he received it. And what's even funnier, was that when I went ot my buddy list to take him off, I realized that I never even added him on. I don't think I EVER IMed him to greet him or anything. I guess that's how I lose friends and shit, but uhh, yeah. Hahahaha. I am so awful.

Let me tell you more about myself:

You can easily tell when I'm into the conversation. I would be all hyper and I would reply within miliseconds of your reply. I always get carried away IMing when something you said interests me, and yes, that would be considered as a real conversation. Now..... when I respond with short little things like "yeah", "oh, okay" or "hehe", that means the conversation went downhill. It would be up to either me or the person I'm talking to to make the first move and go onto another subject that woudl interest us both, but if the other person just keeps saying "WHAT IS UP YO", then to me, it feels more like a manditory conversation, when I'm almost "forced" to reply with insignificant "yeah" or "oh, okay"s, because I'm not THAT MUCH of a bitch to start not liking someone just because they bore me.

Another way to catch my attention in a conversation, is to bring up a debate over something. ANYTHING. I am usually always up to a good fight/one on one battle over something important, or just over something stupid like which is better... vanilla or chocolate? So yeah. I guess this is just a warning on my personality if ever you decide to IM me or whatever. I usually talk longer to people that I've known for a long time, and especially with people that I live around by.. those that I hang out with and stuff. But that's only because we have more to talk about, being around each other all the time and all. Even so, I actually still get bored when I talk online with some of my friends in school. For example, I LOVE Stephanie and Melinda and all, but I never really talked to them about anything important EVER online, so we usually would only have those "manditory conversations" that I was talking about.

I guess it just goes either way... I have my own wierd little "annoying" meter in my head that just sparks attitude towards things that either annoy me, or interest me.

Okay... I guess I'll end my "Mil lesson" of the day. Go eat some porkchops.